I can't believe that I'm almost halfway there! I have an ultrasound the end of the month. I was holding out until Brittany got here so I wouldn't have to go alone. This pregnancy has been a whirlwind. I am way more emotional then I remember being with Ellianna. I forget a lot of the time that I"m pregnant untill all of a sudden I'm on the verge of tears for crazy reasons. I don't know if it's worse because of Ben's absence or what. I get sop frustrated with myself! I have this "crying voice" it's all clogged and deep and muffled when I'm crying at the same time trying to hold back the tears...it's very obvious that I'm crying, but I just keep doing this stupid voice and then I hear myself and I get so annoyed with myself I want to slap myself to shut up!!! UGH!
Anyway, still on track for a surprise. With as busy as I am with school for Ellie and I and my sister moving out here for awhile it's actually not that hard. It's going to be so tempting when I see that ultrasound though. AS far as names go...I have two Boy names and one girl name...
Gideon
Ezekiel "Zeke"
or for a girl:
Ismaela "Izzy"
what do you think?
